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Friday, April 30th, 2010

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    12:28a
    Little of this had changed when the Tyrants...
    Little of this had changed when the Tyrants cameNeither Brandin nor Alberico was so reckless or ill-advised as to stir up the clergy of the Triad against their ruleThe priests and the priestesses were allowed to do as they had always doneThe people of the Palm were granted their worship, odd and even primitive as it might seem to the new rulers from overseas
    What both Tyrants did do, with greater or lesser success, was play the rival temples against each other, seeing, for it was impossible not to see, the tensions and hostilities that rippled and flared among the three orders of the TriadThere was nothing new in this: every Duke, Grand Duke, or Prince in the peninsula had sought, in each generation, to turn this shifting three-way friction to his own accountMany patterns might have changed with the circling of years, some things might change past all recognition, and some might be lost or forgotten entirely, but not this oneNot this delicate, reciprocal dance of state and clergy
    And so the temples still stood, and the most important ones still flourished their gold prada fairy bag replica and machial, their statuary, and their cloth-of-gold vestments for servicesSave in one place only: in Lower Corte, where the statues and the gold were gone and the libraries looted and burnedThat was part of something else though, and few spoke of it after the earliest years of the TyrantsEven in this benighted province, the clergy were otherwise allowed to continue the precisely measured round of their days in city and town, and in their Sanctuaries
    And to these retreats came a great variety of men and women from time to timeIt was not only the awkwardly fecund who found reason to ride or be carried away from the turbulence of their livesIn times of strife, whether of the soul or the wider world, the denizens of the Palm always knew that the Sanctuaries were there, perched in snowbound precipitous eyries or half-lost in their misty valleys
    And the people knew as well that, for a price, such a withdrawal into the regimen, the carefully modulated hours of retreats such as this one of Eanna in its valley, could be theirsWhoever they might have been in the cities beyond cartier watches women the hills
    Whoever they might have been
    For a time, for a lifetime, the old woman thought, looking out the window of her room at the valley in sunlight at spring's returnShe had never been able to keep her thoughts from going backThere was so much waiting for her in the past and so little here, now, living through the agonizingly slow descent of the yearsSeason after season falling to the earth like shot birds, arrows in their breasts, through this lifetime that was her own, and her only one
    A lifetime of remembering, by curlew's cry at dawn or call to prayer, by candlelight at dusk, by sight of chimney smoke rising straight and dark into winter's wan gray light, by the driving sound of rain on roof and window at winter's end, by the creak of her bed at night, by call to prayer again, by drone of priests at prayer, by a star falling west in the summer sky, by the stern cold dark of the Ember Days a memory within each and every motion of the self or of the world, every sound, each share of color, each scent borne by the valley windA remembrance of what had been lost to imitation chanel handbag bring one to this place among the white-robed priests with their unending rites and their unending pettiness, and their acceptance of what had happened to them all
    Which last is what had nearly killed her in the early yearsWhich, indeed, she would say, had said last week to Danoleon, was killing her now, whatever the priest-physician might say about growths in her breast
    They had found a Healer in the fallHe had come, anxious, febrile, a lank, sloppy man with nervous motions and a flushed browBut he had sat down beside her bed and looked at her, and she had realized that he did have the gift, for his agitation had settled and his brow had clearedAnd when he touched her, here, and here, his hand had been steady and there had been no pain, only a not unpleasant weariness
    He had shaken his head though in the end, and she had read an unexpected grief in his pale eyes, though he could not have known who she wasHis sorrow would be for simple loss, for defeat, not caring who it was who might be dying
    "It would kill me," he said quietlyI would die and I would not save chanel ceramic watches youThere is nothing I can do
    "How long?" she had asked
    He told her half a year, perhaps less, depending on how strong she was
    How strong? She was very strongMore so than any of them guessed save perhaps Danoleon, who had known her longest by farShe sent the Healer from the room, and asked Danoleon to leave, and then the one slow servant the priests had allowed to the woman they knew only as a widow from an estate north of Stevanien
    As it happened she had actually known the woman whose identity she had assumed; had had her as one of the ladies of her court for a timeA fair-haired girl, green eyes and an easy manner, quick to laughA widow for a week; less than thatShe had killed herself in the Palace by the Sea when word came of Second Deisa
    The deception was a necessary shielding of identity: Danoleon's suggestionAlmost nineteen years agoThey would be looking for her and for the boy, the High Priest had saidThe boy he was taking away, he would soon be safely gone, their dreams carried in his person, a hope living so long as he livedShe had been fair-haired herself, in those louis vuitton replicas handbags
    12:28a
    A widow for a week; less than thatShe had killed...
    A widow for a week; less than thatShe had killed herself in the Palace by the Sea when word came of Second Deisa
    The deception was a necessary shielding of identity: Danoleon's suggestionAlmost nineteen years agoThey would be looking for her and for the boy, the High Priest had saidThe boy he was taking away, he would soon be safely gone, their dreams carried in his person, a hope living so long as he livedShe had been fair-haired herself, in those daysIt had all happened such a long time agoShe had become Melina bren Tonaro and had come to the Sanctuary of Eanna in its high valley above Avalle
    Had come, and had waitedThrough the changing seasons and the unchanging yearsWaited for that boy to grow into a man such as his father had been, or his brothers, and then do what a descendant in direct chanel quilted bag classic black line of Micaela and the god should know he had to doSeason after season; shot birds falling from the sky
    Until last autumn, when the Healer had told her the cold large thing she had already guessed for herselfHalf a year, he had said
    She had sent them from her room and lain in her iron bed and looked out at the leaves on the valley treesThe change of colors had comeShe had loved that once; her favorite season for ridingAs a girl, as a womanIt had occurred to her that these would be the last fall leaves she would ever see
    She had turned her mind from such thoughts and had begun to calculateDays and months, and the numbering of the yearsShe had done the arithmetic twice, and a third time to be sure of itShe said nothing to Danoleon, not then
    Not until the end of winter, with all the leaves gone and chanel bucket tote bag ice just beginning to melt from the eaves, did she summon the High Priest and instruct him as to the letter she wanted sent to the place where she knew, as he knew, alone of all the priests, her son would be on the Ember Days that began this springShe had done the calculations
    She had also timed it very well, and not by chanceShe could see Danoleon wanting to protest, to dissuade, to speak of dangers and circumspectionBut the ground was out from under his feet, she could see it in the way his large hands grew restless and the way his blue eyes moved about the room as if seeking an argument on the bare wallsShe waited patiently for him to meet her gaze at last, as she knew he would, and then she saw him slowly bow his head in acceptance
    How did one deny a mother, dying, a message to her only living chanel mens watches j12 child? An entreaty to that child to come bid her farewell before she crossed over to MorianEspecially when that child, the boy he himself had guided south over the mountains so many years ago, was her last link to what she had been, to her own broken dreams and the lost dreams of her people?
    Danoleon promised to write the letter and have it sentShe thanked him and lay back in her bed after he went outShe was genuinely weary, genuinely in painIt would be half a year just past the Ember Days of springShe had done the numbersShe would be alive to see him if he cameAnd he would come; she knew he would come to her
    The window had been open a little though it was still cold that dayOutside, the snow had lain in gentle drifting folds in the valley and up the slopes of the hillsShe had looked out upon omega speedmaster moon watch it but her thoughts, unexpectedly, had been of the seaDry-eyed, for she had not wept since everything fell, not once, not ever, she walked her memory-palaces of long ago and saw the waves come in to break and fall on the white sands of the shore, leaving shells and pearls and other gifts along the curving beach
    So Pasithea di Tigana bren SeraziOnce a princess in a palace by the sea; mother of two dead sons, and of one who yet livedWaiting, as winter near the mountains turned to spring in that yearFirst, we are musicians," said Alessan"A newly formed companySecondly: do not use my name His voice had taken on the clipped, hard cadences Devin remembered from the first night in the Sandreni lodge when this had all begun for him
    They were looking down on a valley running west in the clear light of tiffany silver after

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